I stutter/ stammer. Please Help?

I've been doing it for about 7 years now, (I'm 16), And it's REALLY getting me down, if I'm with a group that I don't know very well, I'd just stay silent and not speak at all, guess that kind of makes me socially awkward? I wouldn't say my stutter is the worst case, but when I do do it, it's bad. I'd literally give half my life span to be able to speak properly >_<. Do you guys know of any helpful websites/ online programs that actually work? Also, please don't tell me to do therapy, I've tried it and HATED it.